Same here Simondo,to windy,swell to big I'm on the Matt or sponge ,still quite concerned about being in the water ! than above it, where I live there are some excellent Matt riders ,nothing faster than one of them flat out !!! And all are happy to help a newbie out with tips,as it's not as easy as it looks to ride properly !as it was explained to me you can catch waves first attempt but it will take the rest of your day's perfecting it ,so much subtle stuff going on that not many can spot